Step by Step

It´s hard to realize that you are not independetthat, that you need someone to live with, that no matter how much you smile when that person is not longer with you, is just a mask, you are falling apart inside, those following second after he/she close the door behind him/her, and leaves you there unable to breath, to think, to do anything more than Cry.........I know what it feel like, i felt that too... it´s sucks!.... i remember that exactly moment... i felt that everything that i gave to him.... was nothing... i felt in some way raped... not because i didn´t wanted to do what i did for him, but raped in the way that you felt used and drop like an old sweter....... no matter how much you tried to be ok, you just can´t be ok... no matter how much you try to breath fresh air, there isin´t , friends... they are not were you leave them... you felt that you are in the same place where you started, but the only different is that everyone else is move on.... i am not going to tell you that is something easy ...But i realize something very important, when you need someone so badly after you ended with that person, only means that you are so naked with yourself, that you can´t be alone ´cause you don´t know yourself, and how you don´t now yourself you don´t like to be alone and you felt the need of that other person. ¡Take a big breath!...don´t be afraid to look inside of you, you´ll see the wonderfull person that you are, you´ll find all the goals and ilusion that you have for your ownreach them, you deserve itAnd at the end you will understand that the only way that you can love someone is loving YOU first