" Slepless in concepción "

( So... 4 days, no sleep.... is not funny, but i have to say that i am used to... so... i am ok. )
some people say, that person how can not sleep, are stress people, people how have to many thing to think about. i can´t say that i am agree with that, but i have to say that there is so many thinks that you think when you don´t sleep. thinks that many aren´t so important, but they are crucial in someway.
i had been living 4 days, living at half way. i live half in my wake dreams and the other half in my thoughts.
thought that more than thought, they are more like it the rain. they don´t have an estructure, they just fall down.
in what are you thinking Javiera?
why you can´t sleep?
are you inlove?
so many question....cero answer...!
Frustration... that´s a good answer...
frustration about the life...
frustration about you want to do, but you can do because you are to young, or because you don´t got the many enought to do it... i am not anhappy with my life, don´t get that impression. i am just saying that when you have to much time to think, you started to thinks stupid things!
i which that i could be in another place, in United Stated of America, for example. i dream to be there, i can´t wait, to be sit in a Starbuck drinking a ig mocckalate, decafe, nonfat (because at starbuck you got so many different options, for a person how is used to take just one decition at the day, like "what i am going to ware?" be at an starbuck open your mind in so many different option) an listen that all the people around me are talking in english...
i have to admit that all my life i dream about go away from Chile, is not because Chile is not good enought, is just because i beleave that i can do so many things been in a pleace where i areally wana be, because when you are or you do thing just because you have, you don´t put your 100% of your self, you put only the 20%, and i don´t like that i am that kind of persons how gaves there 120%.

me acabo de dar cuenta que me desvie un poquitin del tema...en fin.... se me acaba de quitar la inspiracion!...se dieron cuenta (estoy escribiendo en español, que mejor indicio de eso)...