45th aniversary

Everybody thinks, (or everybody wants) that they are going to spend the rest of there lifes with someone special. That they are going to be happy and that they going to have this big family with alot of kids.... that´s what everybody wants, that´s what i want.

In new year, more than the welcome for another year, it was the special day where my grandfathers celebrates there 45th aniversary.

but what are 45 years next to somebody else if at the end of that period of time you can´t kiss you wife/housband in public. i really don´t get it...

for took thoose pictures i had to pray to them. well more to my grandfather.

They love each-other, i know that, maybe because they are from another period of time, maybe because of the religion, or maybe because my grandfather is all work.... but no matter how much i adore them i have to face the true that they have this big wired and inexpressive relationship.

or maybe is just that i hope to much for my future relationship. but wen i think about my future, i think about that ...well i know that i am not going to feel butterflies after 45 years of marriage. but i want to beleave that everytime that i look in to his eyes i am going to see "my home". i want to beleave that he´s going to want to spend (or going to try to spend) the biggest time posible with me.

maybe i dream to much

but i am not going to be with someone just because

or i am not going to accept everything in the other person just because "what the people will say"...